Bato sa Buhangin (Kwentong Disyerto Part1)

 

And so, with the help of that website, i was hired dito sa Bahrain..

Very brave. I left my work, my studies, my friends, my family, my home…naks.

I was scared at first. Dahil maski sanay akong nasa malayo kina Mama, at least noon if i wanted to i can just take a bus ride home and be there in 2hours at the most…

E ngaun, di na pwede…hayyyyss…have to apply the independence / survival training course mula kina dadi, naman…

And the days, months, and years quickly passed…

And it has been two years, three months, three weeks and three days….

BAHRAIN AS MY SECOND HOME.

Yes. Home away from home…

Maski malungkot minsan, I try to cheer up, keep myself busy with the challenges at work and spend my free time with friends, Church duties, at kung anu anong activities including gym, swimming, malling, bilyar, farming (sa farmtown at farmville, hehehe)

Of course there are ups and downs…I could say my first two years were spent on training and hard work, with a fruitful experience im so thankful of…napakabait ng boss ko, si Miss Fatma, who built my confidence, naks…shokran po!

Then transition sa bago kong trabaho, felt both lucky for this opportunity and scared dahil bka dko kayanin….pero evryone is so supportive sa department that evrything seems to flow smoothly…bait ni Lord….= )

But then, another trial….which broke my heart….my Dad died on the 12th August….and i was so torn i felt like zombie for days…maski napasok sa office….i went home on emergency leave 15th August para sa burol ng tatay ko…

And i never felt so low…parang dko matanggap na di na nya ko nahintay, di na nya nahintay matupad mga pangarap at plano nmin…i just wanted to cry and cry then, pero panganay ako. have to be strong for my mom…my younger brothers….cant be too soft para masuportahan ko sila, maski nanghihina rin ako….

At kahit mahirap, i have to accept and let go…and wish him well for the journey and whispered that i will take care of the family…that i will support mama and my bros…na di ko sila pababayaan…i prayed that he’s now in a place without pain and with peace…and he can help me pray to God for strength and faith and courage…love u Dad…thank u for evrything…mishu so much…advance hapi bday on the 21st September….

And back to Bahrain on the 22nd August…with heart still heavy, but my spirit, stronger than ever before…

 

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